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Thursday, April 21, 2005

go away. leave me alone.

arghh.. my damn idiotic + fucking attitude is out todae.. was realli damn it pissed of sia.. it started off wif juvone saying we ps her.. arghh.. watever larhx.. i dun care too much le.. it's lyk a daily routine to me.. n perphas to chinhui too.. everytime seemed to me lyk me n twin's fault.. y cant it be once when she claimed tt it was all her fault? everytime when gt no one lyk tt den cum find me.. wat u take me for?? someone u wan den muz cum, and kick away when u doesnt need? i dont need ur existance. leave me alone. gt away frm me. u tink i dunnoe wat ur doing behind me? i noe wat's all happening. i juz doesnt wan to pick up a fight. if i wan, i can. dont test my patience. dere's a limit to everything. juz stop it. u claimed to be disappointed in twin n me.. bt wat abt urself? reflect. stop saying the things which does nt happen nor exist. wat u sae abt des is nt true at all. i already found out. if u tink tt u deserve better frens, den go for others. i'm nt ur type aniwae. i'm nt tt kind where u need, u call me. and leave me when i need or kick me away when u have ur gang of fren. i'm nt tt kind. gt it clear. u disappointed, me too. i dont believe tis is the real u.. i found tt tis has owaz been u.. my judgement is wrong. i've been wrong abt u all tis while. des, u r rite. i'm sry tt i didnt believe u. sry. huimin called me juz nw. i juz realise tt hw much she and jun would realli mean to me. jun. hereby i apologise to u. i didnt noe tt u have been wif me all tis while. i'm sry. thx fer being dere wif me. didnt regret noe-ing u n min. u 2 r my best gan meis. =D jie + mei fer ever =)